Author: Alexandrina Seager

Taking a step back.

I want to write so many things right now but I can’t seem to find the words. Nothing is flowing, nothing is working. I just need to take a step back before I can take two steps forwards. I’ve been absent. I will continue to be absent. I won’t lie, I’m always saying that I’m working on things but I never end up doing anything at all. Everything is left in the idea stage. I have poor time management and school is a priority at the moment – as much as I hate to say that. My schoolwork has to come first. So I need to take a step back. A few weeks ago I decided to take a break from social media, I temporarily disabled Elysian Haze’s Instagram and it felt good. I logged back on the other day, I thought I was ready but I decided to permanently delete it but not before creating a new one. Why am I like this? It’s there for when I’m ready to take those two steps …

Jams of June

Another month gone. Another month full of music. It’s kind of crazy to think that we’re halfway through the year. I’m not going to waste your time by writing random bullshit, so here is my June. Have a listen. Same Way by Wilder Hotels (Tk) by Mr. Carter Davis Runaway Kids by HARBOUR Talk Too Much by COIN Throw Shade by CRUISR Berenstein by The Band CAMINO Drowning by Mike Waters, Max Frost COUNT ON ME by NEEDTOBREATHE Youngblood by Little India One in the Same by Jordan Mackampa White Flag – Steve Reece Remix by Bishop Briggs, Steve Reece Burning House by Caleb Kopta High Scores by Dionysia The Masterplan by Oasis False Direction by Dayglow Leave a Light On by Tom Walker The World Is Ours by Volunteer Find Elysian Haze – Instagram, Facebook, Twitter

May

The year is actually flying by. I don’t understand how it is already June. Like, please just slow the hell down. I need some time to achieve everything I want to do, I want to take life in. doing: adventuring/exploring. I went to Wilpena Pound in the Flinders Rangers for a weekend and the trip had me falling in love with Australia all over again. Our world is so beautiful – even though it was extremely dry (no rain in 2 years). The drive up and back seemed short, although it was over 5 hours. It filled my heart and soul with love. Just what I needed. being sick. I mean, it’s not something I want to be doing but the last three weeks I’ve been sick. That’s 3 out of the 4 weeks of May. Fun… I’ve just been silently and loudly dying, amusing my friends and causing some concern. training chickens. Okay so I absolutely love Psychology and in my Psychology class we’ve been learning about learning, go figure. Iconic isn’t it. More …