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Taking a step back.

I want to write so many things right now but I can’t seem to find the words. Nothing is flowing, nothing is working. I just need to take a step back before I can take two steps forwards. I’ve been absent. I will continue to be absent. I won’t lie, I’m always saying that I’m working on things but I never end up doing anything at all. Everything is left in the idea stage. I have poor time management and school is a priority at the moment – as much as I hate to say that. My schoolwork has to come first. So I need to take a step back. A few weeks ago I decided to take a break from social media, I temporarily disabled Elysian Haze’s Instagram and it felt good. I logged back on the other day, I thought I was ready but I decided to permanently delete it but not before creating a new one. Why am I like this? It’s there for when I’m ready to take those two steps …